Some Questions About Shame // Fleishman
Some Questions About Shame
Maxfield Fleishman
In "The Fire and the Hearth," young Henry Beauchamp and Carothers Edmonds are something like brothers. They were inseperable from birth. They sucked together as babies, played together as children, slept together even, in the same bed. When Lucas demands that Molly come back home to his fire and hearth, she brings Henry and Roth with her.
When Carothers is seven years old, he changes in relation to his foster-brother. "Then one day the old curse of his fathers, the old haught ancestral pride based not on any value but on an accident of geography, stemmed not from courage and honor but wrong and shame, descended to him." (107) Roth says he wants to go home. Lucas follows him there. They lie in separate beds now, for the first time. Henry falls asleep. "But [Roth] didn't sleep, long after Henry's quiet and untroubled breathing had begun, lying in a rigid fury of the grief he could not explain, the shame he would not admit...They never slept in the same room again and never again ate at the same table because he admitted to himself it was shame now and he did not go to Henry's house...Then one day he knew it was grief and was ready to admit it was shame also, wanted to admit it only it was too late then, forever and forever too late." (108-9)
Roth's shame and grief seem to stem from his knowledge that his ancestors owned Henry's. He is becoming conscious of his history, of his historical and societal relationship to Henry, as a white man to a black man. He may also know that he and Henry are kin. He may even know the unsavory character of their familial ties. Still, this moment is strange to me. Why does this moment of revelation come here so abruptly? If Roth cannot recognize his shame and grief, what does he consciously feel that triggers his severe reaction? What sort of shame does the white young heir to a plantation feel when he begins to understand the history between his own family and his black neighbors? Henry sleeps soundly on his pallet. Is he aware of Roth's shame? Is Lucas?
Great questions. Oddly, I think such moments do come suddenly, even as the realizations may ferment for years. Is it perhaps a triple shame? -- both from conventional understanding of the mandatory separation of white and black (hence, shame for his own affection), together with shame for a tainted family history and shame for his own unmanly weakness?
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